Dude - I am sorry about your Mom.

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Do I send her a text telling her that I'm sorry?

Why are you still asking? Asking implies, IMO, that you are "afraid" of the outcome....almost like you do not want to "screw up".

Tad,

Dude I can only imagine how much pain you are still in. The fact that you still give a rats as* about how she might feel if you respond....tells me...that you are, in many ways still "standing", and that is totally okay. Fu*k I applaud you for it.

Are you standing still though? Are you stuck ...waiting for her to throw you a bone?

Let me ask you a question.....Would you want to date yourself right now?

Tad - There is no easy path bro..none. If I could only get you to see...that once you really stop staring at her you can really begin to address the chit in YOU.

From your post, it seems like the world is against you, like ya just can't catch a break. This has to feel horrible..but Tad, you are strong - remember that. Everything that you need is really inside of you - IMO, just covered by hurt. Don't give up Tad....do not give up on YOU.


"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter".
"Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!"
"Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans