Moving My Picnic Blanket Over Here

[bustingout]

And sometimes I feel that this is just the way things are and almost forget there is a crisis. I know three years is nothing in this Mlc world but I do wonder sometimes if this is just the way he is. That is when I tend to backslide with my interactions and thoughts with him whether it's saying too much or wanting to call him up 'just because' or fall back into my of ways of thinking.

I know ... I am afraid of having the rug pulled out from under my world again. That's why I am more recently suspicious of h beig ' nice'