I am going to be in debt for a million years (okay a bit of hyperbole). Not really, but I was thinking of my future and how different it will be. MY salary will be much smaller. I would probably have to sell this house and pay off debt with the profit.
I would only be able to rent for a few years.
And I realized that I was feeling emotions like excitement for my future. Happiness and confidence.
The financial aspect will be that I will not be living the same lifestyle if H and I go our separate ways.
Maybe it's the residue of drinking wine til 3 am. But I am strangely okay with that.