of course .. sorry to hijack your thread wasn't the plan was looking for your input!
Driving myself crazy.. but I do pull myself back faster these days.. can't control someone else mantra
also left his last text comment uncommented upon ( does that make sense) I always have something else to say. this time I read it and shut off the phone..small victory for me.
afraid of confrontationn... I bring up the topic.. all my fault.. you are brilliant..so I can be quiet when I need to.
so PMA and small talk
be open hearted..gentle, friendly..
Big breath a week to practice..
What is weird is that I have lived alone during the week for the last 6 months so him not being here is sad but sort of normal.. I have to consciously remind myself tthat things have changed. During the week.. I keep thinking he will telephone.. I keep thinking he will be looking forward to being here.. which is not the case so I need to remind myself of the reality so I am not surprised when he is less than happy to be here..
All his things are here, his shoes are on the step.. just not him...
