I don't want to be afraid anymore of what may or may not happen. I don't want to 'expect the worst' ... I'm tired of living in a future riddled with fear. I want to stand in hope not in fear. I am going to work on this.

Another Mandela quote:

"Do not judge me by my success, judge me by how many times I fell and got back up again," Neslon Mandela

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home