I know what a pain it is to feel like you have to second guess everything. Why can't anything nice just be for the sake of being nice? I guess in a way we have to just approach these things as being legit and appreciate them, and just remember there is a chance of it being not what we thought it was.. be prepared for it, but not assuming that is the case before it's clear.
It sure is hard to be optimistic sometimes.
I am glad to see you had a pretty good week. Anytime you have progress and don't feel like you had a backslide, I would definitely call that a win.
Good luck and keep busting, I hope H's time at home goes well.
me-35 WAS-37 T-16 1/2 Son-14 (HF Aspergers) BD,ILYBINILWY,"I met my soulmate": Oct5,2013 "Letting go because I love him, holding on because I love him."