Wife Said She's Done

[OneDay]

Im not trying to avoid the question. I honestly dont know why I felt the need to drink every night. I liked my wife, kids and being around them. I found and still find my wife extreeeeeeemly attractive and would try to initiate sex often, (which didnt usually work) I really dont have a solid reason.

I do know when it started getting out of control is when I lost my job. A well paying job with excellent benefits. Come to think about it that is when I started dipping again. (yes i quit once before) I never stopped drinking even though I found a new job.