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weeding my own garden.

Mach still weeds my garden. ROTFLMAO.

On a serious note, this process is hard man. It will be the hardest thing you do, at the same time the most rewarding (although it will not feel that way for a while) - IF you allow it to be.

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Not at her, but at myself for letting these actions bug me

First, they are gonna bug you. If they didn't I'd be calling you the alien. The key IMO, is how long and how far reaching you allow the bother/pain/grief/anger/etc. to go. Do you allow it to consume you or do you ACCEPT that it is what it is.

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I'm not sure W has ever known how to love anyone completely

Maybe she can't - who knows. Either way....at some point, her actions or lack of actions will not matter to you. The "some point" is defined by YOU and YOU alone.

Gotta go...I'm gonna send Mach a few spam emails (he likes that).

Eric


"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter".
"Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!"
"Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans