Thanks to Mach and the boys I have spent lots of time delving into the concept of love and weeding my own garden. I think that's why recent developments have me pi$$ed off a little. Not at her, but at myself for letting these actions bug me.
I'm not sure W has ever known how to love anyone completely. Much abandonment, baggage, and walls for protection.
Loving myself is being comfortable in my own skin. Searching for my center. Exploring my own spirituality, my own happiness. Finding ways to validate my own existence by being a rock for my sons during this crisis and their formative years. Keeping myself physically fit and continuing to delve into self improvement.
Both 40 T-22 M-18 S13 S11
Bomb, ILYBINILWY-7/10/13 EA #1-confirmed 7/10/13, ongoing since 5/13 EA #2-9/13/13