I am working so hard every day to be right and make all the right decisions. Thank you for reminding me that I am human and that I will make mistakes along the way. Thanks also for reminding me that no single stumble will sink me.
I understand why you feel you have to work so hard at this. I did too in the beginning.
Here's the thing: If you're working like crazy everyday to do whatever you think you should do, or what we tell you to do, you'll never make it. Same if you're struggling in pain.
You need to get yourself to a comfortable place and set the cruise control if you're going to have any hope of riding this out. Work on that. Relaxing and getting comfortable with "What Is". Just continue to be who you want to be and be confident about it.
Bottom line is that you'll be fine no matter what happens. You do know this, right?
I have to be honest with you though JF, and please don't take this the wrong way. You did make one big mistake... you should've tried the green beans.
M: A really long time. Crisis: 5 years. She's still worth it.
Life is never made unbearable by circumstances, but only by lack of meaning and purpose. -Viktor Frankl
