Thanks for the reply positivespin. and sorry to hear about your situation too, I hope your W is willing to reconcile and the 2 of you can restore your M.
To answer your question, I knew it was not health for me to drink that much, but it was a horrible habit I had. At first I quite drinking for her, Now I am feeling so good without it I am doing it for myself and I feel fantastic about it.
Me: 39 W: 33 M: 9 years T: 10 years S7 S10 BD 10/19/13 W Filed 11/25/13 EA Confirmed 2/2/14 (no evidence of PA) WAW moved out 3/15/14