Thanks. I haven't messed with FB in sometime. No snooping.
I know the NC is for me. I do want to save my marriage. We played phone tag for 5 days and then Tuesday of this week she text asking a good time to call because we need to talk. I told her I would let her know. I haven't contacted her since. I felt I needed time to organize my thoughts and feelings.
If she wants to tell me about OM what is the point? She still wants divorce so is it to ease her mind and guilt and make it easier?
If I don't call she eventually will.
I work and that keeps me busy, reading self help and marriage books and this forum, hobbies, and getting out some. It's getting a little easier. If it was to get to reconcilation them I would understand more.
My goal is to save our marriage. If she needs this time and face her decisions, faults, and all then ok. I believe we can work through all our issues. Her wanting to or seeing that is another story. I haven't begged or pleaded. I know I am not all at fault here.
