I know that I can't and will not share my feelings with H at this time. So I'm going to post it here; I just want to say happy anniversary to my H. I miss you and I hope that you are happy in your new life. And one day I will find my happieness again. I know I still have a long way to go to get there but I will. We have The best two boys in our lives and I know deep down that we will both do the right thing for them. And I hope that we can still remain friends even if we don't find our way back to each other. I wish you nothing but happiness in your new journey and I will one day fine mine. OK that's it for now I'm.starting to cry now. I just need to get this out for myself. I'm so greatful to have a place that I can write things down to help me through my journey.
M:42 H:37 M:14yrs S:13; S:9 Found out PA:8/2012 2nd PA & still w/OW:4/2013 H asked for D:6/2013 H moved out: 8/2013 H & OW moved in together: 8/2013
