I'm glad you feel good about doing this Aa. It will be scary for a bit because it is new, but you will settle in soon. Keeping busy is good to release your brain from all this cr@p.
Sending you best wishes!
Me:49 H:47 S: 16 T:27 M:25 My EA: 2001 His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013 Separated, but H still in house
Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.