New practice on my part has been to let her have her time in bed at night to text/message or whatever. She doesn't want me around, and I don't want to be around her then at all. I stay downstairs to watch TV, read, play a couple video games, talk to you guys. This is after getting chores done and tucking my boys into bed for the night. It is affecting my sleep pattern, though.
I am avoiding all conflict and basically all contact when we are at home. W continues to try to talk to me as if we are a couple when around everyone else. Its quite straining, as I feel myself living two different lives. I can't imagine what its like in her head if she's living at least 3 different lives.
Lots of rain and gloominess here over the last few days isn't helping anyone's mood. I haven't been able to get in a run for 4 days now. Svcks. I feel fat, lazy and dreary. Yuck.
Both 40 T-22 M-18 S13 S11
Bomb, ILYBINILWY-7/10/13 EA #1-confirmed 7/10/13, ongoing since 5/13 EA #2-9/13/13
