She says she been in bed all day crying, I "listen". she tells me she just heard a song by brad paisley "she's everything" says that it is something I would say,
Starts crying again, states she is dealing with a lot of things and emotions. then goes quite.
I go visit with friends, come home go to bed. wake up around three am, she left me a text a little after twelve am. asking how I was doing.
Fine I tell her.
She is still up.
Says she called "Larry" to pick her up, take her back to his place.
He talks about his day and takes her mind of her negative thoughts.
I tell her I'm glad she feels better.
She text that she sleeps on his couch, makes it kinda nice and private for her.
She says, when he goes to work, she has peace and quite during the day.
I text glad it helps
She says, she brought her cosmetology text book and work book, along with the celebrate recovery book, and Bible study books.
Then talks about a christian show she watched.
Tells me she is getting tired. asks if we can talk later
I tell her it "sounds good, night"
She text back "Night Love"
I have no expectations; but that maybe the first time, in maybe more than a year and a half, (if not longer; I can't remember), that she said that with out me saying it first.
Maybe, just maybe, the light at the end of the tunnel just got a little brighter.
I just hope it's not the train headed at me
What roll "Larry" is truly playing in all this I can't say.
Whether she is in an emotional or physical affair, I can only speculate.
Because of her abuse as a child, she has always attributed sex as what love is, so I will leave it at that.
