This detaching is hard I am scared I will do it so well that he won't fit in mylife anymore..
I feel sorry for him.. he is working hard it sems to reject me..
I wonder should I work equally hard rejecting him
I keep reminding myself he is NOT me when he does things that hurt.. I know he becomes obsessed with work and forgets details so why does that feel so bad now..
I know the holidays have little meaning for him so why is it so stressful to not have an answer about Chrismas Day..maybe because we both know how important it is to me
I don't understand why he has not told his family??
It makes any conversations I have with his sister difficult..
Truth labug
I can pretend to be happy without him, I can function, earn a living, eat, exercise.. but I am not happy without him..I am not detached and not accepting and anything I do to make me happy reminds me that we used to share this
