I like Heather's rewording of your question about your H finding you worthy Rosa. What do you mean by the word "worthy?" Do you mean are you deserving of respect effort and attention? Did you earn those things? yes, I do believe I've earned those things.
From what I know of you, I think that you have. You have been a good, loyal, faithful and loving wife. You have supported your H and raised his children. You have kept his home, and even thru his insanity, have been honest and upright in your dealings.
You are a beautiful woman inside and out. Yes, I would vote that you are worthy. thank you Linda:)
You ask how you can possibly fight a man who feels he will die if he stays with you. I guess you can't. My H has said that to me too, that living here with me is killing him.
All we can do is let them go Rosa. Love them enough to let them take the steps they need to complete their journey. Give them up to the Lord. It's hard, I know, I struggle with it daily.
Job posted a link to a great thread she wrote about depression. I'll find it for you. I'm reading a good book about depression. Some of the "unofficial" symptoms of depression the author listed include being selfish demanding and unconcerned about the needs of others, distrusting of his partner's affection, being contrary combative and finding fault with everything, demeaning and critical of his partner, unpredictable illogical and unreasonable, manipulative, and prone to sudden inexplicable references to separation or divorce,
Any of them sound familiar? I think your H read that page!!
holy crap did he read that page or what?!?
M 16 T 20 M 41 H 39 S 19 S 15 Bomb drop April 4; Moved out April 13 D started-full force ----------------------- Dancing through the fire Cause I am a champion and you’re gonna hear me ROAR
