This stuff takes time, grasshopper! You need to corral the impatience. There are 20 other guys(I ran out of fingers and toes) on this board right now that wish their sitches were at where yours is.
Look at the positives here from today... She said something about her mood. She called to you at the mall when she could have easily not have... She emailed you later? C'mon, grasshopper... That is some positive stuff!
Go get some ice cream. It works. Honest.
I can always count on you MrCAS. I do see them as positives, but when do positives stop being an anomaly or a fluke? I also carry a heavy heart. My birthday is not far off. Then there are the holidays. Our first apart in more than a decade. Then comes January, making it a full year since BD.
I'm avoiding heavy foods and treats. I've lost a lot of weight and I wouldn't mind losing a few more pounds.
