Today was like some episode of the Twilight Zone. At work, W asked me to help her setup a computer. She was complaining about work, but oddly apologized for being in a bad mood. I was feeling in a funk because I can't say all the things I would like to, so I left work early. I went to the mall, generally browsing, but also picking up some clothes. On my way to a department store, my W unexpectedly called out to me. Apparently she was headed to the same department store. We walked together and we both commented how we needed to get away from work. We parted ways for different departments and I did not see her again the rest of the day. However, a few hours later she emailed me saying she was sorry I was having a bad day. It was touching, but I struggle with feeling the concern. I want to feel and trust so much more.
