Luke, I believe you've changed quite a bit from when you first started. You've gained sentience and awareness when before you were very emotionally removed. Now that you've become self-aware from your robotic state, you see your W's actions with much resentment and disdain.
You both seem to be feeding it to each other. Remember, she wanted you to step up and be a MAN. A MAN doesn't care what others think of their actions or is even bothered by the actions of others because he believes in his heart that his actions are the right ones.
A small part of you still seems to be forcing yourself into certain actions as responses to how your W is treating you. Forget about her and start just making YOURSELF happy. The way she treats you shouldn't even bother you or at the very least, start standing up for yourself. You still haven't developed the stones to stand up to her.
When you feel she is treating you rudely, you need to just laugh it off and say she's crazy. Start standing up for yourself.
Why haven't you done that yet? It's not like it'll make things worse. You have nothing to lose by becoming more of a man.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
