Linda, I hear you on the difficulty of figuring out which signs to believe and which to ignore.
On Black Friday I ordered a ton of books from a Christian website, mostly marriage/communication and devotionals, etc., but I did see one entitled "When prayers are not answered : finding peace when God seems silent". Needless to say, out of the 18 or so books I ordered, that one got canceled because it wasn't in stock. So I'm choosing to believe that God wants me to work on my relationship skills and my prayers are being answered.
Xh is driving back today (from Fl, presumably) and texted me this am asking to give him weather updates. I'd warned him on Monday that we were expecting bad weather and his sports car can barely handle rain.
As annoying as it is to be in "the friend zone", last year at this time he wasn't even talking to me because of ow, so it could always be worse, I guess.
I was approved for my degree plan earlier this week, so as long as I don't screw up this semester, I just have one class and an end of program exam (in Feb) til I'm done.
Linda, I'm so proud of you too. I'm not sure if I could have behaved as well with my h if he was still living with me while carrying on with his crazy friends.
M36 XH34 M-5 T7 4/11 H confused 5/11 ILYB 6/11 OW discovered 7/11 I move out, OW over 5/12-OW2,done->new EA, but H wont file 9/12 H "best bf ever" to EA/OW3 3/13 H/OW break up H files 4/13 D 6/18/13
