sad day. This morning s had appt with behavior specialist we have been waiting over a year to see. H didn't come. I called to tell him about it and about medicine change. No response. Now tonight is S's school play H is not coming and S is having a really hard time with that.

I have been so busy today I really haven't had time to process. I am sure it will hit me later

Me 44 H 42
M 10 T 12 (at time of BD)
Ss 20 16
S11 (special needs)

BD 9/13 H "unhappy for years" moves to seperate bedroom
10/13 EA/PA confirmed but denied
S and I move out 3/15