I've got a few things on my mind at the mo. Those friends at college have calmed down now, but my friend has latched onto them and has been going to lunch with them. I'm left on my own most of the time now when I've not got my son with me. She paired up with me yesterday for body massage, but I could tell she didn't really want to work with me. She's got depression at the mo which doesn't help, but she's been snappy with me and jokes around with the others. I'm supposed to be doing a nail art competition with her on Monday, but everytime I spoke to her about it she was very non committal. I may have made it worse as I spoke to the tutor about it and said I don't want to work with her on Monday. The tutor came up to me later and told me that I'm working on the teaching asst. When my friend left the room at the end, she gave me such a filthy look. I can't get this look out of my head, it was horrible. I don't even know what I've done! I'm going to leave her alone for now and wait until she talks to me again. I'll be pleasant to her, a bit like doing a 180. Is that a good idea or do you think I should ask them if I could go to lunch with them on Monday? The other girls are being nice to me, they are ok with me at the mo I feel like I'm back at high school with the behaviour of some of these students. Most of them are under 20 and there's 4 of us that are older. The under 20 year olds don't mind me hanging around with them, but I feel like their mum, lol.
H47 me48 T22 M21 S20 - Got high functioning autism 3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her 11/2000 H moves back home 2/4/13 H moves out H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!
