I'm not afraid to take a stand.......

[Whiterose]

I may not have an option on starting over. That or be alone.
I'm "that" girl. The one terrified of ending up alone. I've always wanted to be married. I like being married. I like coming home to a man. Cooking for him. Going on dates with him.

Do I want h so that I can say I'm married? So that I don't have to go out and start all over a again? Or do I love him enough to see this through until the end and wait for him to work his sh!t out? Then work on that trust AJ.

I need to figure out why am I sticking this out????