NotQuitting: I looked because I am an idiot. I know this. I went for a good month without looking.
I think it was just this feeling in the back of my head that *I* am the one getting managed and budgeted for like *I* am the OW just made me want to look and see.
Before he was very particular about NO ONE putting him on their Facebook, no one talking about him on Facebook. I was told I can no longer even insinuate things about him on MY facebook. So now he is there posing with her on Facebook. It was her birthday. I got an hour long lunch. She got the whole weekend and pictures on her facebook.
I guess I just needed to see to what extent I am being hoodwinked.
me-35 WAS-37 T-16 1/2 Son-14 (HF Aspergers) BD,ILYBINILWY,"I met my soulmate": Oct5,2013 "Letting go because I love him, holding on because I love him."