Free yourself of the misery and heartbreak for a few minutes and allow yourself to dream.....
Where do YOU want YOU to be 1 year from now, 5 years from now and 10 years from now?
In all this suffering, to often, we just roll with the punches and end up where we end up. I know your looking for a job and I know you want to finish your studies but does it have to happen there? I know where I am we have a MAJOR shortage of Grads with advanced science degrees - with a couple of great companies desperately looking.
If all this hell was going to happen to you its prob best that its happening now. The person who comes out the other side of this will be so much more confident and strong then before the bomb.
but your already at the point where you are still piecing yourself back together. Thankfully, no children. So allow yourself to dream.
All those trips when you were younger? Were you mania or was that confidence? Has the anxiety started interfering with your life? If so, is it time to change therapists?
Sorry for so many questions but I find your sitch interesting.
ME 38 W 37 T18 M5 D3 BD 1/7/13 PA Conf 2/11/13- Ongoing 2nd simultaneous affair Confirmed 4/19/13 W gets APT and begins transition out 5/29/13 First mediation appt 12/19/13
