Reread this thread from start to finish ASAP. Then YOU tell ME why you should give a flying rats fart if your W doesn't call you by your name.
If you really want to change your life, you need to quit "chewing on things for a while" and get to changing. Change is a verb. It requires action on your part. You have to actually do it.
For crying out loud, Luke. You've got so many people here trying to help you. When are you going to help yourself?
-PM
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