Look what the cat dragged in! (TL)

[Whiterose]

I think getting a job would be great......I run my own business from home but because H isn't giving me support I've starred working outside the house and it's been good! I'm not home all day to stew and talking to people and it's good. It's hard, scheduling and cooking and cleaning, but it's good. Even though I work for myself it's different working outside. Maybe, you'll meet new people that will do things with you? They won't know your sitch so it's like starting fresh.

I completely understand what you're feeling and you need to change it up. You have to!! For you. It's actually quite energizing. I even sleep better because I'm tired and days are long. I'm eating more because you need to feed the machine.

Don't bring up OW. You validate her existence when you do. Well, try not to think about her.