Wife Said She's Done

[OneDay]

WOW, that is a really good quote, so true. I've never thought about that way. It makes me feel worse about myself. I've been saying to myself, I dont understand why she is feeling this way, I just know she is and no words can change that.

We talked last night and she actually admitted that this whole D thing [censored]. So I guess she is feeling something.

It actually got a little heated about the D papers and how she made plans for me to pick them up. She said she didnt want to embarrasse me at work or have them show up at home with the kids around. I finally agreed and said your right. This is so HARD.

So here is where Im at now an what I've been doing.
- I have not had a drink in 44 days.
- I have not dipped in 37 days.
- Working out 3+ days a week
- I have been sleep on the couch, without hesitation.
- I waking up early and help with the kids in the morning (I never use to)
- Im really listening to her, and keep eye contact and dont interrupt
- I dont talk to her much, if I do its "how was your day", plans with the kids, or pick up times, really small stuff.
- I dont text or email her

I feel Im doing my best to give her space, I feel like Im trying but Im so scared. Is there anything more I should or shouldn't be doing