Went out, had a few beers with a friend. Distracted somewhat. We did talk about problems with myself, and his, and what we need to do to make our lives better, how we are going to change. A lot of things we talked about we in general ways but could be applied to a marriage-that's what he's doing and him personal. So my eyes are opening more. I did feel a bit more relaxed. I have taken small steps but really trying to be consistant and make changes be lifelong.
This morning I feel ok. But she should be here. It snowed again and we should be running through it, having coffee, and cuddling up with a movie like we always did.
Been having dreams about her and us. Is that normal?
