Wife isn't in love

[Medic1976]

A family member offered my a house to stay in that has plenty of room for my kids. I had been looking at apartments and even purchasing another house, but didn't want to lock myself in with a lease or other commitment incase we are able to reconcile. W has been asking many family members for furniture and other household items to furnish my new place. This just tells me that she is prepared to follow through with divorce. It hurts terribly! I have stopped all talk of future plans together but sometimes she make small comments as though we would be together, I know she doesn't want me to get false hope. I have been slipping up occasionally as far as not letting it show that I am sad, but I'm getting better. I know she has told a few family members that she doesn't want to hurt me, but also told them we are divorcing. I don't know what to do anymore. I do have my first telephone coaching session this morning....I hope it goes well.