Shutting the F*ck Up

[Whiterose]

I come from a family of "dreamers". Used to dream, for years, that H would leave me......the sorrow I felt in those dreams was what I felt when he left. A lot of the dreams he would come back and the utter joy.....,well, in the dream. I'm Italian so there's a lot of symbolism. Cherries = verbal fight. Cloudy water = good omen. Clear water = bad omen. Snow is money. Green grass is hope and dead grass is loss of hope. Animals are good except snakes.....and on and on and on. We normally call my 86 year old great aunt to decipher it.

It was easier for me when h ignored me and now every time my phone beeps I jump.....I think it's normal. We still care. AJ has it right...phantom feelings

Hope you're doing ok:))))