It's been awhile. Been keeping NC with H since I've last been here. (With the exception of him emailing me about some stuff he left. I told him I would set it aside for him and leave it in the landlord's office.) I feel like we're going to be separated forever, but right now I'm okay with it. I actually like the alone time thinking to myself. My little cat has been keeping me company alongside with driving me nuts. I've also been taking up everyone's offers to go out. It's a really nice distraction to hang out with friends and forget about all my problems.
I have still been slightly depressed with all the holidays coming up, so my doctor upped my bipolar meds for awhile. I think it will be a very hard time, but I feel like I can get through it. It's a tough year, but I think this year will make me a better person in the future. I can actually see the light, and I know it will be a long time getting there. But right now, I feel like everything will be okay as long as I keep going this way.
