The whole "if you're not here, you might as well be really not here and let me get on with it." That's how I feel sometimes.
Ruby, you described it better than I did. This is how I feel more and more, and sometimes I think I would just want H to go away for good.
On another note… I forgot to mention that H sent me an updated company file and for the first time ever thanked me for mailing his mail to him (regular mail)! He called me by name and signed his name at the end. I sent him his mail multiple times (including with his Viagra) since May, but he never acknowledged receiving it, which started to p!ss me off recently. Well, I guess he heard my angry vibes over the air, LOL.
M:50 H:52 S28 (my S from previous marriage) M:17 + 3 BD: 06/12 S: 06/12 - H works in another state
