I know what you mean. But for me I think that this will be my only one time marriage I know that I can not go through this heart break again; this situation of my marriage had broken my trust and believe in love. The only love I have now are for my boys. I know that I will be much better off on being on my own. Even through I'm still struggling with finance right now but my main bills are all up to date. I think that as of right now I wouldn't care if or if not H comes back at all its about time I move on with my life its been a rough four months and I'm ready to move forward. I know i still have a loooooong way to go but this is my first step on moving on and time for me to let go now.
M:42 H:37 M:14yrs S:13; S:9 Found out PA:8/2012 2nd PA & still w/OW:4/2013 H asked for D:6/2013 H moved out: 8/2013 H & OW moved in together: 8/2013
