Shutting the F*ck Up

[BrightFuture]

Portia, I completely relate to what you are feeling. I’m in a somewhat similar position with so little contact with H and him being so far away. The only difference is that there is no known OW in my case, so I don’t know how I would feel if there would be one. I do feel abandoned though. It is like he just erased all these years we spent together and treats me like a casual acquaintance now. It hurts. Sometimes I think that I would be better off without any contact at all.

Portia, I was trying to go back to your first threads because I don’t remember if you mentioned anything about what was the reason for him to walk away, besides his involvement with OW, but I thought that you mentioned that his MLC started before the OW. I’ve been following your story for some time now and I’m just curious to compare it to my.