Ok. I'll wait till he comes home tonight and hopefully get the chance to tell him I won't do it anymore and it wasn't right and I was just needing to talk to someone. Hopefully he believes me.

The problem is that he has been looking at my texts for a couple weeks and held it in all this time. He asked me questions that he only would have known from reading my texts and drilled me about them. I lied because I knew there was no way he would know. (Ex. Why are you bashing me to your mom and sister). I straight out lied saying I didn't even though I did talk to them. I wasn't going to admit that to his face! I got scared and lied. So he repeatedly asked me questions and I lied THEN be revealed the iPad thing. So he tricked me and now he said he doesn't know what to believe out of my mouth because I have now straight lied to him numerous times. So when I told him I apologize and had no reason to talk to my mom anymore he doesn't believe me. So not sure of telling him I won't do it anymore ever is gonna help cause he doesn't believe or trust me.

M: 31
H: 29
Married: 6 yrs
Children : 7yr old, 5yr old, 2yr old





Separated: Sept. '09
Moved Back In for wrong reasons: Nov. 30, 09
Recomitted to our Marriage: Jan. 25, 10
Threatening to leave again: July,14