When do you plan to finish reading it? Or are you just putting it off?
"If there is OM and it's a confession and to tell me it's over then well..."
A confession for what? You said that you weren't the greatest H and so there was another guy who picked up the slack. Sounds like you're condemning her for something that you helped cause.
"I haven't been living up to my duties as a husband. I haven't respected, acknowlwdged, complimented, given bad looks, upset when I feel she wasn't doing enough for the house, haven't satisfied emotion needs, listened, etc.
I have hurt her so much. These behaviors have occured before. We would talk, work it out, and I would return to old behaviors after some months. She feels lonely and extremely hurt."
If she was so lonely and hurt, it's understandable why she's with another guy who values her.
What have YOU done to change your behaviors?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
