on the edge pt 2

[jp787]

I think I stand a better chance of happiness by just moving on.

I agree 100% AND that doesn't mean you have to shut the door on a life with your W.

I wish I had been able to do what I am asking of you when I was in the think of my sitch.

You need to go dark, make your own life, become the man you want to become. You stand a much better chance of doing this dropping the rope with your W. Your M is over, it has been, you don’t want to go back, you want a new M with your W or whoever, doesn’t matter. Your W needs to go down her road and you yours. Once you get stronger and healthy, you will be in a better place to live your life with or without her.

She may wake up and give you another chance, she may wake up and not, she may not wake up. You can’t control that, but you can become who you want to be and then regardless you will be in a better place than you are now.

This is the hardest thing you will have to go through in your life, it is not easy, but it is an opportunity.