Last night D3 was calling out, 'Daddy, daddy'. She came and grabbed my hand and pulled to her little play table where she was eating mac n cheese. She sat me down and started feeding me with her spoon...lol
Point is, wife started recording video and had a huge smile. She then sent the video to just about everyone we know...
These are the moments that confuse me. She loves being around as a family. She even enjoys being around me, even alone. She says things like, 'lets go out to dinner', or 'can't wait until D3 is in bed so we can relax'.
But yet she hasn't ended her affair or done snything to suggest she is rethinking her position.
It is very very clear she doesn't want to move out. But also sometimes it feels like she is warming up..
I think lately it has been me being icey towards her. As I said in the post before this, I'm confused. This is getting tougher for me not easier.
There is no spew or negative talk anymore. Every once in a while she will seem a little angry but not sure if that's me or OM.
She has developed severe bronchitis and is now bed ridden most of the day. Her doctor told her these things are usually related to stress and depression when there is no history. She has been deep sighing for months, as if a gorilla is sitting on her chest.. depression is no joke.
Im over doing it now on the posts I think. I keep hoping there will be more responses awaiting me because I really need some morale boosting, and advice.
Ill stop now.
Me, H-34 now 38 W-32 now 35 T-13 now 18 years M-6 now 9 Daughter 3 years now 7 Bomb 11/27/12 - OM 1 year in house separation Reconciliation 12/2013. Healed now 2017
