My mom has said when I was little and mad or not liking a situation, I would say..." I am going to bed!"

I remember doing this!
I still do it.

Who has the tag-View from the Blanket(Ruby??) That is exactly how I feel.
Can't stay there though, got kids, studies...
Its depression, I know. I do take an AD. It def helps.
I do the right things...

had a session with DB coach yesterday. It was good of course.
We did talk about retrouvaille.
we did talk about Last resort letter to h.
I am thinking on all of this.

have exams coming up, so that is where my focus is today

M48 H50
M21 T26
S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old
PA confirmed 7/2012
H separates 9/2012
H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY
OW still in picture. h filed 10/13