I have been failed by yet another attorney who is wanting to be removed due to health reasons. The order I desperately need so I can close my refi next week isn't even before a judge yet. We've known for two weeks that xh was refusing to sign the new title even though it will be exactly like the current one. It's another attempt to try and force me into a settlement so that I can have the peace of mind and security of a much lower monthly payment.

I don't know where to go from here. I'm exhausted and thought of explaining this mess to yet another attorney is overwhelming. And how am i going to pay another retainer? I know I have to persevere for me and my boys. I am praying that this latest setback will end up being in my best interest and that I will be led to a new attorney who is better able to deal with the complex issues of my case.

It's easy to start thinking - Why? After all I've been through I want a break from this craziness. I want so much to just be happy enjoying my boys. I'm living my life honorably. I'm a good person. So, why???