So very sorry you found yourself in the club that no one wants to willingly join.
MizJ is likely right, you are in shock. Do you feel a bit like the Tin Man, functioning on autopilot but hollow? That was me six weeks out. Still in denial as well. We here feel your pain.
You will hear this quite a bit here, but keep your focus on you right now. Getting through a day can feel like walking through molasses.
Protect yourself. He left you and your kids. Get to a lawyer and know your rights and his obligations. Golfmom has a very good thread on this subject. She has been through it. Take her advice.
Make sure you take care of you. Hard to eat and sleep? Try.
DX if you got the Speech I love you but..... That usually means there is someone else already lurking in the picture. I am so sorry, there is no way to break that news gently. Be aware, especially when it comes to your own health.
