I just wasn't expecting this today....I know I keep saying it but was shocked. And I think, even though I denied it, there was a little candle of hope in my heart. I was doing so well too
No One EXPECTS the Spanish Inquisition!!!
I'm sorry White. Leave your candle of hope lit. Don't blow it out. Keep it lit for you, not him. Not to mention the fact, if he never comes outta this--you can use it to light him on fire.
"I was doing so well."
You can get back to that place. You can.
This is his crazeee. Let him have it. You don't have to do anything you don't want to do. Zip. Zero. Find what fits for you and hold to it. He is blowing in the wind today.
I spent a few minutes meditating today. I laid on my back, closed my eyes and took long, deep breaths in through my nose and out my mouth. It helped.
Do whatever will bring you piece of mind. Put yourself and your heart first today. You can do this--whatever you decide. You have friends.
Love to you,
Heather
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
