Thanks Rosa. I honestly don't have someone right now. Practically anyone I speak to says to run her off and move on. That's not good for reaching my goal.

I'm sure I'll get beyond this. But 20 months of pain gets to me sometimes. Going to keep fighting.

M - 42
W- 37
S's - 9,6
M-12
T-14
FIL- diagnosed with fatal disease spring 2011
ILYBNILWY - march '12
FIL - died jan '13
W Moved out week later