In other news, it would be her an OMs one year anniversary right about this time. But she hasn't gone to visit him in 2 weeks. Dont why and don't particularly care at this point.

I'm back in the frame of mind where I want to be begged for forgiveness.. probably not going to happen. And maybe I'd buckle with much less. But these days that's how I feel.

Me, H-34 now 38
W-32 now 35
T-13 now 18 years
M-6 now 9
Daughter 3 years now 7
Bomb 11/27/12 - OM
1 year in house separation
Reconciliation 12/2013. Healed now 2017