Busting, so sorry about your kids having hard time with H leaving. I’ve been reading about your recent events all along, just didn’t have a chance to post. I’m so happy that you have supportive family and friends. I know how much it means.

I’ve been having the same thought recently about how I need to accept that H is never coming back. And I also started thinking seriously about initiating the D. But, like you, I cannot quite cross that bridge yet. I’m just giving it more time for now.

M:50
H:52
S28 (my S from previous marriage)
M:17 + 3
BD: 06/12
S: 06/12 - H works in another state