So sorry you are here. At Tiger said, read Cadet's information - it will help. And get DR.
You will find a lot of support from the people here. We know how you're feeling right now - we've all been there. We know that with the knowledge and support you will find here, you can find ways to weather the storm and stay strong.
2t2m
Me: 59 and holding H: :53 Me: 1 S, 1 D, both grown M: 19 T: 23 BD: 9-23-2013