Great post sm34. Your right I don't want the w I have right now, I kind of want the one I had 6 months ago. We had problems but I was content, the way I feel right now, content would be welcomed. I'm still cycling through my emotions, not quite as bad. I'm out of the denial, I know the marriage I once had is over.
I'm just afraid the w doesn't come to an awakening or she will think too much damage has been done and moves on with out closure. Trying to think positive and hang on.
I know I still have deep feelings for my w right now, I'm just wondering how I will feel if this drags out another 3 months and I've learned to detach and let go, will I still have the same feelings or with what has happened will I just mark it up as a learning experience and move on. I know, don't think about tomorrow just get through today with no expectations.
M 47 W 38 My S 21 Her S 17 Our S 8 M 8 DB 9/5/13
"You don't know how strong you are until strength Is all you have" Bob Marley
